Monday, 14 November 2011

ScenArio bEforE eXam!

Firstly I would like to mention "Any resemblance is purely coincidental",although you are not a sincere student if you don't find resemblance.
Tomorrow there is a math test.

12:30 PM: As usually woke up early and obviously opened Facebook and checked out notifications.Unusually sounded stomach,"abe mess chalte hai..chalo",shouted friend,then I realized it was hunger.An eye hurting walk under sun just after waking up,from room to the mess.I ate some mysterious curry with roti and how can I miss aalo,after all I am in the land of Rabindranath Tagore[respect],West Begal where it is not a curry if it doesn't contain aalo.
                  I came back to room with a strong intention to study,so that I can revise the next day morning.


1:30 PM:Again discovered an amazing thing time flies while facebooking,I did facebook for five minutes,the time was 2:30! A thought struck in mind to open book,toing~ "see the movie 'The silence of lambs',it is awsome" a message popped in Gtalk.Couldn't resist the temptation,spontaneously downloaded it from DC++,convincing myself after all,it's just one movie,there is whole night to study


5:00 PM:Snacks which I wouldn't miss for my life,sky was red as if someone painted it beautifully.Some were playing cricket,some other football,I came back to room and there was this strange mixed feeling of terror,confusion,panic-the next stage of mind as getting close to exam.Finally engaged in Columbus mission of search of syllabus which took around half an hour.


6:00 PM: A strange courage and confidence may be due to clarity of what to study which was accompanied by negligence and fatigue.Blades came to my hand followed by a sword with which I fought with soldiers in Assassin's Creed Brotherhood,couldn't  resist myself from getting tempted by a thought that there is whole night to study!


8:00 PM: Arghh..mess food,finished the namesake dinner and involuntarily went to friend's room through some discussion which started with Anna Hazare and went all the way to discovery of fire! Hunger was everywhere we look at,after trying to find a treat by anyone by listing out resume of each one in the room which yielded nothing,we decided to go to canteen.Ate delicious food when compared to that at mess.We all had a 2.2 Km walk and after that all returned to their rooms.


11:00 PM: A chilled feeling passed through whole body,then I counted how much I had to read,calculated time to complete all pages and found that night out was compulsory.A strange courage that there is still chance to complete whole syllabus gave ultimate peace and I felt as if I have completed whole course.
I downloaded E book,in that process a very tempting name was found-"How I met your mother",I couldn't resist myself from watching this TV series,initially convinced myself to watch only two episodes,the suspense at the end of each episode made me to watch the whole season.


2:00 AM:Here came the part to regret as if it was the biggest mistake a person can make in the history of mankind."How could I watch it inspite of having a test the next day",I spoke to myself.I am not sure about the relation between sad and hunger,I wasn't hungry,yet I felt like eating something,I convinced myself that if I can  waste time watching TV series,then definitely I can spare some time to eating! When I asked my friends,to my shock they were all ready to go to canteen throwing their books away.


3:00 AM: Again I was back to my math,not the subject but the calculation part that how much time is left and whats left to study.I was collapsed after finding that its impossible to complete the whole syllabus which was followed by cursing myself. At last started reading concepts of maths and felt like I was studying some hifi string theory,then I regretted,why didn't I go to classes regularly,which was followed by convincing myself that they weren't interesting though[no offense].
                                                        With strong determination I promised myself that I will study hardly the next semester.Through the path of studying,many things came to mind,philosophy,reasoning of life,peace of mind,thought,etc..beep beep beep....alarm!shit! I slept!the time is 7:30,exam is at 9:30.


7:30 AM:I had snacks inspite of the situation of time crisis.I had the last minutes of preparation along with friends,I have to agree it was quite yielding.Covered some major methods of solving and went to exam nervously telling myself that exams are a part of life not the whole life.


11:30 AM:I came out of exam hall.I shouldn't have wasted time yesterday,I am never going to do that again in my life..thoughts passed through my mind.I observed three kinds of friends after exam,first who do well in exam and be silent,second who screw the exam and feel depressed,third who screw exam and tell they have done splendidly,which is both irritating and scary,at a point of time even they realize they have screwed the exam.
       After speaking to friends I felt a bit relieved,may be it's human instinct to feel happy finding another person in same situation as our's.I came back to room both relieved and depressed.A completely new day started again,then I realized "what ever may come,life goes on.....don't try to pass the time,it will pass anyway."And the day continued...

                                 





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